Life is simple. At least in mine!

What the Fish.

2009-10-25T08:31:00.000-07:00

Assignment Due:

Week 3:
(FeatWrg) Assessed Tutorial - Deconstruction and Subbing (10%)

Week 4:
(MM) Mgt And Leadership Quiz (10%)
(TVProd) Script Writing Exercise (20%)
(TVProd) In Class Rotational Exercise (10%)

Week 5:
(FeatWrg) FA1 (25%)
(MM) Decision Making Group Assignment (20%)
(MRM) Literature Review (10%)

Week 7:
(FeatWrg) FA2 Idea Pitch (10%)
(Advert) Ad Analysis (20%)

Week 8:
(MM) Open book Finance test (20%)
(TVProd) Interview Assignment + Programme Proposal (30%)
(MRM) Questionaire Design (15%)

Week 9:
(FeatWrg) FA2 Podcasts (10%)

Week 12:
(FeatWrg): Review (10%)
(Advert) Creative Work and Sales Promotion Submission
(MRM) *Week 12-16* Gathering Survey Data, Analysis and Presentation (15%)

Week 13:
(MM) Media Market and Marketing test (15%)

Week 16:
(FeatWrg): Magazine Project (30%)
(MM) Buisness Plan report (25%)
(Advert) Campaign Pitch + Final Report Submission (30%)
(TVProd) Demo Assignment (30%)

Exams:
(Advert) 40%
(MRM) 40%

Others:
(MRM) Random Assesed Tutorial *Week 2 -9* (10%)

Don't you just love MassCom.

_|_

2009-10-14T10:59:00.000-07:00

Haven't felt so fucking pissed off in a long long time.

Bored.

2009-10-10T10:23:00.001-07:00

Can't get enough of house this few days.

2009-10-08T09:45:00.000-07:00

So.

It's the time of the month where i feel moody again.

Like seriously, while listening to Jason Mraz today on the bus to town today, i feel like i'm leaving a icy cold trail behind.

Same journey for many times, just feels so different today.

Amazing how emotions can change from one setting from another.

I guess, that's how life is, one moment you can feel like you're on the top of world, the next, you feel like death is creeping into your surroundings, stalking it's prey slowly, just like how a vulture hovers over dead carcasses for it's fair share of food.

Also, i've been thinking, the people around me, they all are living life to their fullest.

What am i doing?

The angel in everyone sleeps, mine has not awaken yet.

After Camp.

2009-10-04T22:35:00.000-07:00

So.

It was 5 days 4 nights (including Day 0) of Baracuda Camp.

It was awesome yea. with all the trainings, all the games and all the random stuff that happened.

The loft was awesome too, great facilities, like chalet.

But... i still miss the feeling you get from staying in the bandroom. Where everyone sleeps together.

Sure, there's no comfortable beds or fluffy pillows, but who cares? We're all together.

I remember the very 1st BB camp, when Zayar was being noisy. And he got a random tau pok.

And i remember Faz's thunderous fart in the middle of nowhere.

Ah the good old days.

When Faz came back on the 3rd night it was really reminisces all over again.

The NP songs we sang when we were walking to prepare. The experiences we shares. Really brings back the good old memories.

Then after that, we stayed up to talk about our year 1 moments. Full of cock and shit, but still, more awesome everytime we look at it.

They say we should move on with life, and not look back at the past. But why live in the future when the past is so beautiful?

Metal Spirit.

2009-09-13T05:32:00.000-07:00

I need my bloody escape. From everything.

Teach me how to be strong. Teach me how to bite my own teeth and preserve on.

Arrgh.

2009-09-12T21:26:00.000-07:00

Hi world. Here's 2 middle fingers to you for sucking.

Anyways, rebel last night was kinda ok i guess. Until someone got really wasted and we had to send him home.

Kinda understand now why clubbing is good sometimes. Takes your mind off anything and everything. With the intoxication of alcohol your troubles seems to go away momentarily. Of course again, it's kind of unhealthy so yea. Maybe just once in a while.

I wonder what's wrong with people. Being childish? Maybe. Pride? Maybe. Selfish? Definitely. It sucks big time. Might me just me feeling this way, but still. I'm tired, and i'm all out of energy. Wonder how long more i can push myself. I hate feeling like this. and i'm sure people's gonna start bitching again. "Who's that you're writing about? Is it me? Why are you bitching?" Well you know what, i'm not gonna say who and i'm not gonna care. After all, this is my little space and i think i have the right to rant if i need to. If you feel that it's you, well then means you're guilty. If not, then good for you. But then again, it could be just you being all blinded that you fail to realise your own folly.

Ah, fuck it. Who reads this anyway.

2009-09-09T09:58:00.000-07:00

It's time to keep an open mind.

People shun what they choose to avoid, isn't that a fact?

But sometimes it's not helping.

Rojak

2009-09-07T11:50:00.001-07:00

Today was a day of mixed feelings. The best....and the worst.

But at the end of the day, it's really something i realised. It's really about following your heart. No point worrying about what you cannot foresee. For all we know, a tragic accident might happen and you might not live to see the daylight of tomorrow's sun (touch wood).

So then it goes. Just do whatever you want. I think i've lost that attitude through my own self sense of responsibility. When have i become so restricted in what is and what's nots? I mean, being in polytechnic, being in a band. All this were opposed by the people that i trusted the most, either my family or my friends. And at the end of the day? I'm still quite happy and satisfied at where i am right now.

I wasn't really a person who plans ahead of time. I'm no LKY, and i'm not his son either. Guess i WILL make a really poor leader, but then, who cares? Thinking on the feet is better.

Thinking back, when i left the unit 2 years back, up till today i still think it's the right decision. My name might have been blacklisted or smeared forever, but at least now i'm pursuing something that i really love and enjoy. It wasn't really a decision of impulse, but it wasn't really planned as well.

So i guess now it's just about a little narcism, and about believing what's right for yourself. It's not how good the moment is, but how important it is to make it count.

*P.S : still a lil disappointed, but guess it's time to be understanding and wish for the better. It's not really a big deal anyway. K bye*

Anyone recognise this?

2009-09-04T07:22:00.001-07:00

I’m sure that I will always be
A lonely number like root three

The three is all that’s good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine

For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic

I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality

When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three

As quietly co-waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands

Our square root signs become unglued
Your love for me has been renewed

Stressed.

2009-08-30T11:33:00.000-07:00

I've got to constantly remind myself, there are no boundaries - Thought of the day.

Disappointing.

2009-08-29T23:45:00.001-07:00

Powerhouse was so disappointing yesterday ):

1st off, we had to queue for like...1 hour? then when we were doing so people just cut queue like nobody's buisness. Wtf. Then after that, when the doors was opened after some event, no student cards allowed. wtheck. then in the end gave up on going to powerhouse. So guilty about asking hong tat and his friends when powerhouse got so many problems.

After which, well, followed ht and his friends to rebel/zirca. Rebel was ok, just that it keeps repeating music. Zirca was so trance that it was so hard to dance to.

I'm so broke this week cuz of this trip. I need to save money soon.

Kthxbai.

Holiday~

2009-08-27T03:18:00.000-07:00

ALLRIGHT KISS GOODBYE TO SEM 2.2. BYE!

It's been a long run for this past semester. Definitely a lot more stressful, been glad to meet so many new friends.

Bryan, Kim, Phi, Wei Ying, Don. It's been great knowing and working with you guys. Thanks for being there!

With this said, it's 3 semesters down, 3 more to go before i go left-right-left and waking up at 5 every morning to run. Next sem is definitely more stressful, but i'm sure i'll be able to work something out. But now...it's HOLIDAYS. YES AH.

Changed my blogskin anyways. I've decided to stick to something simple this time. Don't want too much complicated stuff and all.

Anyways, powerhouse coming saturday, anyone?

Awesomeness

2009-08-26T10:48:00.000-07:00

This dude is awesome

Exams omg

2009-08-21T10:29:00.000-07:00

I called through 98.7! So happy. 1st time i got to call through a radio station.

Recently it was my 18th, was quite a boring day, but everyone knew what happened to NYNY on the 17th, so i'm not going to say more (:

Anyways, it's the exams soon. so good luck everyone!

National day

2009-08-08T08:48:00.000-07:00

My, My. It's been a while since i last posted yea.

Life sucks. like really. It's been assignments after assignments. To make it worse, i seem to have run out of breath in this long journey in my education route.

Plus, i dont know who to trust anymore. It's like, the trust never existed in the 1st place.

Happy national day to me.

Regards,
Chin Ping

Bloco's bird-day ( and my blog's)

2009-07-25T09:57:00.000-07:00

Today marks my 100th post. And it's Bloco's 1st birthday as well(:

I overslept on the bus. Not surprising though.

Why? I'm tired, physically and emotionally.

I need to rest. A long rest.

Holidays.

Shitty day

2009-07-20T00:11:00.001-07:00

Let's see:

1. I just got back my COMISS essay. Big Fat C.

2. I realised the Daphne Khoo CD, which is borrowed from the library, might be lost. I'm using it tommorrow for a 20% test.

3. I've got my website stuff due next week.

4. I've got my japanese speaking test tommorrow. 30%

5. I've got a couple of videos which is due coming friday.

6. My cash flow is facing some difficulties.

7. My back is aching like an old man's one would.

8. _|_

My life is absolutely wonderful.

Think

2009-07-14T09:46:00.000-07:00

There are definitely times in your life when you feel like you're going down a cross road. Whichever path you take, it might affect your life journey.

It's surprising how little things can lead me to think like this. But then again, life is about the little things that comes in and becomes a whole, right?

NDP's costume walao eh

2009-07-11T09:55:00.001-07:00

My ball are damm pain because i think my boxers got wrenched when it become soaking wet due to the rain.

My thighs are sizzling because i just put the snake brand talcum powder. Reminds me of my NPCC days.

My back is damm pain cuz i think the long hours of surdo-ing.

My neck is a lil pain cuz i think i depend on it too much to carry my surdo.

My feet are damm pain cuz of the FUCKING high heels.

Fuckalata.

Emo moment

2009-07-06T09:02:00.000-07:00

Baracudas, I'm really sorry for screwing up our music. Honestly speaking, i'm still not 100% confident with snare yet. I know the parts, but sometimes when you're nervous, you tend to either forget your parts or go off tempo right. It's not my 2nd nature yet.

And i know some of us are not happy with me because i always do something else and delay time and all. Well, it's just me. I can't just stand around and wait. When i have an instrument with me, i tend to just do whatever i want, because i can be myself that way. But i'll take note.

I feel so useless today.Can't do shit about anything.

Jinxed.

2009-07-01T10:07:00.000-07:00

OMG i dented faiz's surdo T.T

I think i'm jinxed man.

Dun dun dun tak dun dun.

2009-06-28T07:29:00.000-07:00

I'm in a very bad mood.

My surdo skin broke on MITC. R.I.P.

My mum is being stupid, she gave my allowance to my "father" to buy Toto or shit. Now i've got to worry about my bus concession and my weekly allowance.

FML.

And i think i might need to take some social skills. Apparently, most of the stuff i say or i do does not convoy what that i'm trying to mean. Makes me seem like a big heel, but hell, i'm not.

I need a breather. I need that one adrenaline rush that pushes me to be happy again.

2009-06-19T09:35:00.000-07:00

I think i'm falling in love with samba. Once more.

2009-06-19T08:17:00.000-07:00

Opposites attract. How interesting (no puns intended).

I read about it in manga, see it on movie, but more and more of it in real life. Nice(:

Oh and weilin just pawned my double stroke. Time for me to praccccc!

2009-06-17T23:57:00.000-07:00

This is some amazing shit.

I wish the band can have such fun on stage as well.

2009-06-16T07:47:00.001-07:00

Hechicera is sexy.

2009-06-08T05:09:00.000-07:00

Oh boy. This post is dedicated to the people who have FMLed during the last couple of weeks.

Myself: My life is always bad, just that i'm kinda used to it. But this few weeks lady luck is practically frowning at me. I've got super bad luck. Hope is turns around soon):

Faz: Oh man, dude i know your life has been topsy turvy with your whole family stuff. Hope you're doing fine man. Whatever it is, just strive through it and it'll be a better tommorrow....hopefully.

Jia: I don't really know what's happening, its been a while since we talked. But i think you're going through some pretty fucked up shit, judging from your recent posts in your blog. Cheers allright(:

Pet: After the talk we had today, i realise i'm such a lousy friend. I don't even know so much shit has been going through your mind. Worse, i can't do shit but to tell you cliche stuff. Oh man, just focus for the current CTs 1st allright? whatever shit, we can settle during the hols. Don't give up hope ok, and don't let a moment's rashness ruin your life. Serious.

And to all others going FML stages right now: Strive on! The vibrant and colourful rainbow only comes after the gloomy and stormy rainfalls; there's always a flipside to things.

####

And this coming from me, a guy who was the pessimistic and emo kia from the past. I guess i have a brighter side now? Probably from the infulence of my new classmates. Thanks to them, i'm now more cheerful, because i', sorta like the joker around them now. Kinda makes me always wanna stay cheerful always; dont want to show them my ugly side which i'm so sick and tired of.

Sigh. Life is but a journey: We choose what path we want to take.Everyone's struggling with their lives now. Is this a sign that the Lord of might hands will cure us of our misery, and once again with his love salvage us from eternal hell?

2009-06-07T08:24:00.000-07:00

This is best bro.

Anyways, 1st 100 words done for COMISS,1.1k more to go. I need to get my brain cells to work. man.Gosh.

2009-06-05T07:30:00.000-07:00

I love my black iTunes(:

2009-06-04T07:10:00.000-07:00

I look so weird.Nicholas is trying hard to go into the pic. And Kim looks _______.

Hello, Hello. I've been neglecting my blog. It's been a while since i've updated, been busy with loads of stuff lately. Baracuda gigs and schoolwork took up my time for this week.

Oboy, the 4 assignments, i've sort of started on 3, but i haven even started on COMISS. Omg. K its time to stop being lazy ad start.

I'm kinda worried about my internship, i dowan end up in some shitty web design company (no offence to website designers), where i think i'll rather kill myself. I hope Mr Ho can pull me in a PR/events managements company. Woo so fine.

K bye.

2009-05-28T06:48:00.000-07:00

Piang eh. I'm so busy now i look like a douchebag.

No life sial. Everyday chiong work. I need a break soon.

Speaking of which, today morning COMISS tutorial cancel and i didnt know><

K: walao i put so BIG on my msn can. Joseph also. I think weiying also lor!

CP: I put "pengsan" mah, means i sleep already.

omg.

luckily i never waste the time. At least the news release for PR is done.

Went to radio studio to practise for On-air presentation test. kinda early. but yea.
The more the merrier.

Then shiyun shutian and weiying joined in. I think its the 1st time i spend so late in the FMS building. zomg.

K bloco and gig on sat.

GG

2009-05-24T09:07:00.000-07:00

Its damm stressing to see everyone's msn to talk about WebD.

WebD, WebD, WebD.

1 more interactive map.

GG.

2009-05-22T08:37:00.000-07:00

The life of a nerd begins.

8-5 in school everyday, 5 hours of sleep, significant drop in gaming hours, less time to go out.

What has my life become?

and slowly, my body is adopting to it. waking up early everyday, taking 171, changing bus before reaching the main gates.

I wonder if this is life forever.Hmm.

2009-05-21T06:59:00.001-07:00

They say it never rain but pours. How true, how true.

Broken handphone, Twisted strap, allowance cut, assignments piling up, lack of sleep.

God Bless me.

2009-05-17T05:52:00.000-07:00

Today was so dry and empty.

I have this feeling again "Why am I here down on this planet? What's my exact purpose in life? Would i live long enough to realize what my duty is?"

Tiring weekends make me moody.

Until the end of the story, so long.

2009-05-15T09:53:00.001-07:00

The story of the left hand

Timothy was just any regular boy. and he was right-handed.

One day, when he was eating a bowl of cereal for breakfast, Righty told Lefty, "Lefty, do you know that i am more superior than you? Because i am holding the spoon with the cereal, while you're just holding the bowl. You're nothing but my supporter and my backup."

Lefty said nothing in return.

Later on that day, Timothy was doing his assignment. Righty then told Lefty ," Lefty, do you know that i am more superior than you? Because i am holding the pen to do his essay , while you're just holding down the paper. You're nothing but my supporter and my backup."

Lefty said nothing in return.

Later in the evening, Timothy was playing badminton with his friend. Righty then told Lefty ," Lefty, do you know that i am more superior than you? Because i am holding the racket, while you hold nothing. You're nothing but my supporter and my backup."

Lefty said nothing in return.

Days like this went on between Righty and Lefty until one day, Timothy fell and broke his right hand.

Lefty went over to take over Righty's responsibilities: holding up the spoon, scribbling words, being the main hand in Timothy's daily life.

This time around, Righty was the one who said nothing. Righty only asked one question,"Lefty, why are you helping me? Don't you blame me for saying that i'm more superior and being a jerk all the time?"

All Lefty said was ,"Buddy, from the very beginning, we were born to support and help each other. There is no such thing as superiority between us. And i know, if something happens to me, you would do the same, wouldn't you?"

Righty agreed with a slight tone of guilt and embarrasement.

Never forget to appreciate those around you. You might not know when you'll need their help.

2009-05-14T18:27:00.000-07:00

So, I'm blogging in OurSpace, waiting for WebD consultation at 10 soon-ish.

Life hasn't been kind to me as of late. Especially schoolwork. Busy busy. Don't even have the time to be emo. haha. but seriously. I've been throwing away my emotions lately to cater to work. Is it healthy?

The guppies are a bunch of great people. Enthusiastic, passionate and interested. I can see the fire all in their eyes. Hopefully it stays burning, for them, for us.

2009-05-12T07:55:00.000-07:00

Today is so bad a day i don't even wanna talk about it.

Amen.

2009-05-10T08:08:00.000-07:00

Assignments are sucking the life out of me.

Went BJ's house to do radio. Omg he's a damm nice host. so's his gf. so nice people(:

Today was a mentally draining day. Didn't even have the energy to do WebD. Luckily its some simple stuff that can be done within an hour or so.

Tmr's the 1st prac for the freshies. cant wait to see how it turns out.

Allright this soldier needs to rest to face the coming week ahead.

Peace.

2009-05-09T10:01:00.000-07:00

I need a new phone.

2009-05-08T07:48:00.000-07:00

Handsome Suit

Deicided to give myself a long break by playing some Left 4 Dead, sleeping at home, and watching the movie Handsome Suit online. The story revolves around this shopkeeper who looks as they described "Dinosaur" and how his life changed after obtaining a suit that turns him into a gorgeous man whom he wishes to be. In the end of the story, he realizes that beauty is within one's heart and true happiness is there when being one's own self.
Rating: 3/5

I can pretty much related to this movie..In the sense, I look just like him! but one thing no doubt is, the character in the movie has a heart of gold, which i lack): He's a really nice guy and the only thing he lacked was self-confidence and...looks?

But in the reality world, people tend to rely on their 1st impressions a lot...and there goes to say where looks play a part. It's not that people don't know that looks are't everything, but looks are something to think about as well? That's something we can all think about.Hmm.

Oh btw, the female lead (Keiko Kitagawa) looks damm chio. K i shouldn't be really judging looks, but really ah. I think she's the next best looking J actress after Erika Toda (Misa Amane from Death Note and Death Note 2)

Keiko Kitagawa

Erika Toda

OMG hot J actresses!　よく可愛いです！

2009-05-07T09:01:00.001-07:00

DAW camwhoring was stupid but funny.

K updated. Bye

2009-05-05T07:42:00.000-07:00

This cartoon is fun.haha.

School has been EXTREMELY tiring for the past 2 days. I have no idea why, but its only week 3.
Imagine when i hit, week 8 or smth. Geeeesh.

I'm lucky to have a group of good friends in this semester that i can click with....but im afraid things might happen, then this group of friends now might break apart also ): Especially hearing so much about what happened. Omg.

I'm gonna take a break today. As they say, taking a break lets you walk a long journey.

Till then.

2009-05-02T09:36:00.000-07:00

Would these creatures harm you?

SWINE FLU

The biggest topic in the world now other than the economy recession. Day by day it gets worse, and to date, there has been 615 confirmed cases. SG is in orange state, it'll be a matter of time before we go to the red phase where schools have to be closed down.

Now i know many will be celebrating over that, but the thing is, being a poly student, i'm very much sure that its worse for me. Imagine SG goes for a red phase for a month, here's what I predict will happen:

-E-Learning MONTH: Stay at home and go to discussion board to learn. Pfft, i doubt will be constructive at all.

-Canteen vendors will start losing money cause' there's no buisness: Obivous reasons.

-People will start complaining about not seeing their friends: Cause' have to stay at home ):

-NO BARACUDA: Means i'll miss my surdo like siao.

I'm starting to get worried because my COMISS teacher said people dying from the pandemic are people my age. Means we're not safe people. Better go halal now.

NDP rehershal. Pretty much ok and tiring as usual.I'm afraid that my NDP practises might cause my assignments to be screwed up or smth): this will be one time when time management kicks into play. Hopefully i can juggle my time well. OMG its only week 2 and i'm starting to feel worn out. All the more cannot have swine flu.Oh dear.

2009-05-01T06:14:00.000-07:00

Swine flu and economic tsunami.

A economy disaster and pandemic.

I fear for myself, and pray for those who are affected.

God, is this a sign of your returning?

I need to do WebD soon.

2009-04-28T08:09:00.000-07:00

MISSING: THE NEW DRUMMER!

Allright guys. A little advertising for my friend's band (Guess his position in it!),Madhatter.

Just a little about them 1st...

"MadHatter is a 3-piece disco funk band. Formed in mid october 2007, the band originally formed for the purpose of competing in the Yamaha Asian Beat 2007 amateur band competition. The next time you come across music that makes you wanna dance, maybe you're listening to MadHatter."- Madhatter's Myspace

And a look at their achievements...

-Powerjam 2008 4th Place!
-Asian Beat 2007 2nd Runner-up! (MadHatter)
-Asian Beat 2007 Best Vocalist (Reyza)
-DrumFest 2007 Semi Finals Drummer of the Day (Rajiv) & Duo (Rajiv & Azlan)
-LiveNLoaded 2009 Best Bassist (Azlan)

I think that's pretty impressive for a band that's only been around for 1 and a half years!(:

Do check out their myspace page at: http://www.myspace.com/madhattersg

Also, they'll be having a gig at Zouk,7th May, at around 6 plus. Tickets are sold at 10 bucks a piece. Do contact me if you're interested to see something different from the mainstream genres of Singapore!

On another note, i find WebD more and more chui as weeks go by. and its only week 2): zomg.
Lets just hope i can even pass the module. Dont want to repeat.Please?

Radio was pretty fun today. Kim's imitation of Lindsay Lohan was quite funny, (the bitchness was really there sia). But also, there's work for Radio to be done as well ): Macham spoiler only.

Should i try to apply for bursary?

2009-04-27T09:54:00.001-07:00

Sigh.

2009-04-24T07:49:00.001-07:00

K will be blogging slightly longer cuz someone *ahem* told me my posts were too short.haha.

So anyways, today's the end of the 1st week in school. Met all the peeps i were supposed to meet, all the lecturers/tutors as well.

But somehow i just don't feel motivated to study.

What's happening to me? I used to be the guy who would challenge limits to make sure my grades are pulled up. But somehow i've turned into a slacker. God help me.

I've seen many changes in many people. I'm not an exception either.

I do agree that people change, the issue is for the better or for the worse.

I can't ignore that fact that people are constantly surveying me to see my every action. But which I usually are not aware of what they're talking about.

But where's the self reflection/discipline?

I feel very lost and void now. Somehow something somewhere sometime, will go very very wrong. I can sense it.

Its been a long time since you've notice that you're slacking off. Buck up, Chin Ping.

2009-04-23T07:23:00.000-07:00

Big wind.

Maybe someone let out a big fart?

2009-04-21T08:59:00.000-07:00

CCA fiesta day 2/Day 2:

I swear WebD will be damm chui. I forgot ALL about Flash. GG.

Had lunch at FMS level 8 today. Wonder if this is the life for the remaining days:/

K bye.

2009-04-20T07:57:00.000-07:00

1st day of school and CCA fiesta.

Was tiring, but kick ass shiok ba-ekness

Oh and i've got nice lecturers. For now.

K i'm gonna sleep now.

2009-04-19T06:42:00.000-07:00

I've shaved, had a new haircut and so ready for school tmr.

NOT.

2009-04-18T08:26:00.000-07:00

K found out something damm embarrasing today. I shall not say what.

Anyways, school starting! So not looking forward to it.

EDIT: I edited my skin!think something simple will be nicer.Sorry Pam. its not that your skin not nice. just that i need something for a change.

I changed my link as well, for a good reason. Sorry guys. I need you to relink! ><

2009-04-12T09:43:00.000-07:00

What if one day everyone alive now gets a random draft to a new family, a new environment, a new profession, a new income, a new group of social circle, a new lover, a new personality, a new life?

Ponder upon that for a second.

2009-04-11T09:44:00.000-07:00

Ladies and Gentlemen, the proof of why Louis is a pussy/dick(whatever that makes you happy).

You dont even need to play the game to know, you just watch the trailer!

Notice how Louis is the one who screws up the team.

Provoking the Witch, getting attacked by the Hunter, setting off the car alarm....

I must say, Bill's a good leader. He always knows what to do.

Zoey and Francis are great supports too.

K damm, im getting infected by L4D. Haha.

2009-04-10T06:53:00.000-07:00

I'm sick,and I'm a void mood.

God bless me.

2009-04-08T10:41:00.000-07:00

Credits to Dedbits

ARRRRGH! GET IT OFF ME!

K this photo was shared by Alexis :D

So.I think i might be a little addicted.just a little.

Btw,i like my new blog song:D

2009-04-05T04:02:00.000-07:00

The message from Jiv.

and so i woke up from a nice nap w/o closing my msn this evening and i saw that my msn was flooded. but this convo caught my attention almost immediately.

("-=[ VanhelSINGH ]=-") - 13 - says: (16:50:12)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3X1G9hXewK4&feature=channel
("-=[ VanhelSINGH ]=-") - 13 - says: (16:50:25)
pass this video around to the rest of the bb fellas
("-=[ VanhelSINGH ]=-") - 13 - says: (16:50:40)
keyword "change"

For the 1st time in my life i felt like such a true blue pussy.

Because i teared after watching it and thinking about everything.

It all made so much sense.

2009-04-04T09:37:00.000-07:00

Warning! Long rant ahead.

I've never felt so pissed off in awhile.

Because my personal life principles have been insulted.

To me, insulting a person's life principles are as good as challenging the faith of a religious person or insulting the parents of a fillial child.

You should never ever fucking do it.

For me, i believe in claiming something that is rightly fully yours.

Because if you don't,who's gonna do it for you?

And the looks were thrown at me like i'm some fucking anal person.

Well you think that's anal? u haven't seen my anal side yet.

Don't believe. Ask my best friend from sec sch. When something he promised me to be returned was not done (and he set the deadline himself), ask him how badly i fuck him up. making a grown boy cry, almost breaking a 4 year friendship. Thats how anal i can be.

Besides, you dont know anything. If you dont know, don't fucking comment like you're watching a movie, cuz its not.

And after this while, i realise i hate phrases that goes,' cuz she's a girl.' or like ,'shouldn't you give in cuz you're a guy?'

Well, fuck that bullshit!

Its not that i'm not that un-gentlemanly ( or whatever the proper phrase is). I do make a point to treat my female aquiatances with much due respect.

The only reason this phase exist, is exactly cuz of people who still fucking treat women like second class gender and still stereotype women as less capable as men. Do you realise?

Why do women need special care and concern? They're not like what,handicapped or born with a disability right? And i mean, yea sure you treat your special half with all due care and concern, but i'm sure you don't like every other girl you see right. and sure, i agree that women have physical difference from men, but other than that? If you haven't noticed, the world is Brain>Brawn. and there's so much evidence that women are so much more intelligent than men.

Look at the world around us. Look at the increasing amount of successful women, be it in career or personal goals. Look at the people around you who's scoring tops and how many of them are actually women. Isn't it clear that women are actually as ,or even more capable as men?

For those who still believe in giving in to women all the while, please get yourself updated to the 21st century. Sure, i'm not against anyone who's gentlemanly, but if you give in to women cuz you think they need more protection, screw you. Expand that shallow thinking of yours man.

Sure, you might think i'm blowing something small up, but sorry, this is one line you never want to cross. and sure, you might think i'm being all stubborn and overdefensive, but think in my shoes. Would you stand up for yourself if someone slapped you in the face? I'm sure you would.

And for me, you can insult me for my size, my habits, the way i dress, the way i do things, the opinions i have....you can even insult my parents. I won't really care. But never ever touch my personal life principles. It's something i abide to because of how i am. And if you think my life principle is childish, well 1st thing is i'm not you, 2nd thing is my life has molded me in such a way to believe in it, and you're not me. so you dont understand.

You know who you are, and might/might not read my blog. But if you are, i'm not asking for anything. I just hope you'll never touch on this topic and how i act cuz of this personal belief. I'm sure you have something you find intolerable when someone talks about it. Well, this is mine. I'm not saying anything because i believe its ignorance of my character. But if it does happen again, i'm sorry to be anal, if i have to.

Good day to you.

P/S: If you're not happy with what i typed (for readers), feel free to switch to other blogs. This is my blog and i believe that i should have the basic right to blog what i feel. Thank you.

2009-04-03T00:56:00.000-07:00

Journey to improving my strokes Part i:

Allright, so i've been looking around. And i realise i've not been doing rudiments suficiently, or doing it wrongly (in the sense that never track tempo properly).

So after 30 mins of paradiddles and whatnots, today's rudiments somewhat allowed me to know my limits and set my goals from there.

Here's a list of the pace of rudiments that i can do at a comfortable pace (for me to reference, u may want to skip this)

Paradiddles: 100 bpm
Double strokes: 90 bpm
Semi-Q: 130 bpm (w/o fingers, purely wrists)
Triplets: 150 bpm (again with wrists)

Lets see today the 3rd. so i aim to do by the end of the month....

Paradiddles : 120 bpm
Double strokes : 110 bpm
Semi-Q: 150 bpm
Triplets: 180 bpm

Allright back to practising.

2009-04-01T22:57:00.000-07:00

This is for yesterday.

And so all of us peeps had the meeting. Glad that most of us finally voiced out how we feel, and from there, hopefully things can improve drastically. Nah, not hopefully, it better be.

I just hope none of this meeting goes this way again.

2009-03-31T05:30:00.000-07:00

Very nicely done,Chin Ping, finally some efforts on your part man.

It takes 2 hands to clap,but 1 hand to slap.

2009-03-29T07:43:00.000-07:00

I......have been giving it a long thought.

I want to end something.NOW.

I might be foolish,but it's for the better.

EDIT: On another note, i should be realistic.

2009-03-28T09:19:00.000-07:00

Something cool happened today. In fact 2,

1. I realized today that my legs were shaking in 6-4 polyrhythms with 6 on my right leg and 4 on my left. That was on the way to national library. Kinda cool huh.

2. I dreamt that i was appointed Chief of Time, which means i can do whatever the heck i want with time. I dreamt that i fast forwarded myself into the future to se my friends, and....i'm not saying what i saw (:

Ahh dang. Holidays are damm boring,i swear.

dont really feel like getting a job, yet troubles by lack of money):

1 day jobs,anyone?

2009-03-27T21:20:00.001-07:00

Camp was wacky,fun and crazy.

Especially the 5.00 am Mizkuzi. How nostalgic.

So much for giving a damm at all.

2009-03-23T09:24:00.000-07:00

Long overdue photos from Sentosa

Weilin taking cover from the sun.

3 and a half dead bodies

So anyways, i'm blogging now because:

1. I woke up at 11.40 and i thought it was 6.40.

2.I cant get back to sleep. ( i swear i'm developing insomnia)

3.I realise i cant blog for 4 days cuz i'll be in camp.

Speaking of which, badminton today with some of the peeps. with Pet's charcoal racket.

If u wanna know why, try it yourself and u'll know why i call it the charcoal racket.

I swear it was damm tiring. too long nvr play, and you lose it all.

After which was song structuring with Pet and Mad.

Sorry Mad, think made you pissed today, but i'm very anal about making the song a good one, we'll see how things work from there yea?(:

Nevertheless,quite productive, have ideas for not one but two songs. A couple of riffs done up, just needa complete them together.

I've been thinking, if you had a superpower, what will you want?

Pet told me she wanted invisibility, can stalk and peep at people w/o them knowing.haha.

For me, i want the ability to manipulate time. Go back to the past, future, slow time, fast forward and even stop time.

I want to really experience what he told me. About enjoying my life up till every second, living my life to my best.

2009-03-19T19:21:00.000-07:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Did this after reading Pet's blog. http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx.
I would say its 80% accurate. The flirt part is so not true. But career wise and everything else,damm. spot on.

Anyways, results today. GPA 3. not bad not bad. i thought i would get like 2.3 or smth. Well technically i've got a 2.986. but just round up to make it look nice yea?(:

Think balance up will be round 2.8 or smth.k whatever.

Performance later!

2009-03-18T09:01:00.000-07:00

Not in the mood to blog.Dunno why.

but anyways, a pretty juicy offer for a part time job tmr. But i'm afraid its too attractive to be true.

Ah whatever.we'll see tmr.

2009-03-11T09:13:00.000-07:00

Buses

66,75,
I counted as the buses go by.
I've waited for a long long time.
where the hell is that bus of mine?

Sucks when you've gotta wait 45 mins for a fricking bus.

K.douchebag.

2009-03-09T10:18:00.000-07:00

THE GREAT SPY EXPERIMENT! *gasps*

I like their new song "The Lights" alot. Oh yea in case you're wondering, i took this foto with them on Live and Loaded Roadshow. They were just as good as i expected them to be(:

There were other bands there as well, Jack n Rai, The Marilyns, Plainsunset and others which i forgot their names (sorry). It was a great show which i like alot! Who says Singaporeans got no talent.Just look at out music scene and all we have is great musicians:D

After that went julian's house for his belated birthday party, thanks julian for being such a great host!

gymming today was great.

I'm happy i'm getting more exercise (:

I'm not happy because i'm eating alot,like never control ):

k whatever.

I seriously need to stop letting my emotions get the better of me.Makes me fucked up.Arrgh.

2009-03-07T04:24:00.000-08:00

Within

As rain showers down, i think to myself,
what the voice inside could be about.
"Sink,sink," as it continues to sing,
i realise what's within was only me.

Credits to the rain and my boredom for the poem.

Damm.

P.S: New links posted xD
damm lazy to post it sooner.

2009-03-06T09:25:00.000-08:00

How about everyone take a apple matini,sit back and relax.
Fuck trouble, throw them away.

Ok new rules for the game of love:

1. If you love someone, give him/her happiness
2. If you cannot, then let someone else do it.
3. If the someone else failed to do so after promising you he/she will, feel free to beat the motherfuckingknnccb *&^%$£@!•¶§∞¢#€¡ out of that dickface's ass.

K i'm joking about point 3.

Maybe.

But i find point 1 and 2 quite true.

somehow,i've grown sick and tired. but not really affected. I guess this is for ze better.

2009-03-04T19:54:00.000-08:00

The bubbles down memory lanes, i remember still.
Now the right thing i must do.
It comes to this moment of realization.
To be with you, from another direction.

2009-03-03T07:37:00.000-08:00

My,My.

The rain's coming down so hard,it almost paints a beautiful picture of emotions within.

Cheers

2009-02-28T23:02:00.000-08:00

RSVP WAS INDEED A GREAT PERFORMANCE! :D

Ok so..the organizers was a bit disorganized and things got a little fucked up.

But when we got on the stage it was still a great show yeah? (:

For me it was an eye opener because it was the very 1st time i get to even enter a club, let alone perform for it.

So the thing is after the gig, the peeps wanted to go back into Zouk cuz of free entrance and all.

Well for me i wanted to join them too, but i was afraid that i would be denied access cuz i was underage. (This really sucks)

Then i called my friend Su, who went in though he was 17 also....

Me: Eh you got in right! How u go in one. Just give ticket and go in issit?

Su: As long as you dress like 18, i dont think they'll check. That's how i got in!

Crap.

The thing is, i was dressed in T shirt and jeans. Didn't look very "18" if i were to say. So i kept my fingers crossed.

The 1st checkpoint was at the bouncer where he checked our bags for bottles and whatnots. Think it's for preventing drugs and stuff...i think?

So lucky me as when they didn't check my ID. But i wasn't in yet, so my heart was still beating fast.

The next checkpoint was the one with the UV stamp.

The peeps already had their chops, so they were easy entry.

I didn't have the chop cuz.....you know why luh huh.

so i just told them:

"erm sorry, but i don't have the chop yet"

I think the guy who was scanning wanted to check my ID already, but the guy giving the chop (there were 2 guys btw) said "wait."

Then he chopped my hand.

AND I WAS IN! :DD

haha. ok i'm just blowing the thing up. but kinda exciting though. cuz i had long wanted to see how's it like to be in a club and everything.

Hmm, but the thing i learnt is, it's only nice if u're with ur friends etc..

Well, it's another 6 months before i can legally enter.

I've got 6 months to do something about it.

I've got 6 months to do something about it.

I've got 6 months to do something about it.

Oh wait, make that 5 months and 18 days.

The distance between us is getting wider.
I want to do something about it, but i don't know how.
Is this a sign?

2009-02-25T06:09:00.001-08:00

Year 1 is over.

Should I be happy or sad?

2009-02-19T07:24:00.000-08:00

Stroop Effect test:

Read through this list of colors, only, instead of reading the word, say the color of each word.

If you are like most people, you found this exercise hard.

Explanation

"This is known as the Stroop Effect. It is due to the conflict between the direct interpretation or reading of the word and the perception, categorization and naming of the color of the letters. As you can imagine, seeing a color, identifying the color and categorizing it, translating that color into the word, and finally vocalizing the named color takes far more concentration than the natural tendency to simply read the word aloud. It has also been suggested that the task of saying the name of the color requires both hemispheres of the brain to work together."

I took this test and found it's theory interesting. so decided to share this with my readers (:

I'm supposed to be studying.dammit

2009-02-18T05:31:00.000-08:00

I've started to watch Naruto Shippuden (Skipping the boring fillers)

That leads me to wonder.

I haven't seen some of my friends for quite some time already. Maybe 2 and a half years too?haha

I wonder how much they've changed.And i wonder how much they'll see my change, too?

It's times like this where i live in my memories.

2009-02-15T07:25:00.000-08:00

After a great day of valentine's, now i need to get studying for MedSoc exam.

They say "tommorrow will be a better day."

Somehow i feel that yesterday was better than today.

Much better.

2009-02-14T04:07:00.000-08:00

My new facebook picture.haha.since the last one was quite....weird?

anyways,

Happy Valentine's day everyone!

For all the attached peeps out there, i hoped you enjoyed the day with your loved ones!
For those who are not, don't worry! There'll eventually be your other half out there.

So anyways for me, it was lunch with bestie Pet at NYDC@Wheelock. It started off with quite a mess...

P: Eh,where is it ar?
Me: 2nd floor, at the end there.
P: eh shit! im at heeren!
Me: HUH?

Haha, she even took cab to wheelock at $4. so awesome. and she wore a dress! so rare!

Here's a look at what we ate...

(WARNING: THIS IS NOT AN ADVERTORIAL)

Peach Elephanccino:
Haha,it's called Elephaccino cuz of it's size.It's like....huge.Go try it if you have the $$$ and time! It's quite nice. (I kinda spoiled the drink tho, cuz i stirred it with whipped cream.)

Pet's Lasagna:
Ok it kinda looks yucky cuz of the shot. But it's actually quite nice compared to the other lasagna out there. The divine blend of tomato sauce, herbs and meat does make it a nice treat for any spagetti lovers. And yes, there's 2 free pieces of bread to it.

My 'the meatball that ate manhattan(pork content):
Look at the size of that meatball! haha. it's been always my wish to try meatballs like that. The spagetti's good too, with generous portions of tomato sauce to it. Yummy!

Irish Cream mudpie(slight alchohol content):
If i would choose one word to describe it, it would be ....'Baileys'. Haha. With the combination of chocolateand vanilla topped with oreo coating, the aroma of Baileys fill this desert. A sweet treat for everyone out there who has a sweet tooth and a liking for Mudpies!

Right, the total bill came up to $56.*faints*
But it was worth it(:

So after which we just walked around orchard. Lots of people selling flowers and giving free hugs. O_O. I eventually had to leave cuz she was meeting her other friend ):

Oh well, but you made my day =D

P.S: I wanted to post some pictures that features her but i scared she angry. Im already risking my life by posting this event D:
P.P.S: Btw, i hartts my new blog song.Check out my previous post for lyrics (:

2009-02-13T03:56:00.000-08:00

Velonica by Aqua Timez

Romanji lyrics:

zasetsu mamire ryuukou ni magire shiawase na furi wo shite utau
motto hashire to iikikashite mubou ni mo sotto kazakami he
kitamichi wo ichibetsu yutori wa gomen shimensoka sansen ni tsugu one game
yama ari tani ari gake ari chiri wa tsumotte ku
hateshinai tabi no tochuu de machi no hazure ni tachiyoru
tsukareta ryouashi wo sotto nagedashite nekorobu to kurikaesareru asai nemuri
nando mo onaji ano yokogao nando mo onaji ano kotoba wo
ikiteru dake de kanashii to omou no wa watashi dake nano to
tabako

no kemuri ga chuu wo uneri utsuro ni kieru kitto mada
chikara naki osanai hi ni

minakute ii kanashimi wo mitekita kimi wa ima
koraenakute ii namida wo koraete sugoshiteru
honto no koto dake de ikite yukeru hodo
bokura wa tsuyoku nai sa tsuyoku nakute ii ii

mochiage ta mabuta sekai wa haru da sakura shoku no kaze wo kakiwakete
haruka kanata he mukau tochuu kono nanohana hatake ni kimi wa ita no kana
kono sora ni tori no shiroi habataki wo boku ga sagasu ma kitto
kimi wa daichi ni mimi wo sumashi ari no kuroi ashioto wo sagashita

darou na
piero no you na kamen wo hai de taiyou ni wasurerareta oka ni tachi

tsuki no hikari wo abite fukaku iki wo suu
sara no wareru oto mo donari goe mo nai sekai
nukumori ga nakutatte ikite wa yukeru sa
dakedo bokura iki teru dake ja tari nakute ahhh..

mebuku daichi ya buatsui miki ya kiesaru niji ya sugisaru hibi ya
yozora no supika shiki no fushigi ga
oshiete kureta shinjitsu wo
sagashi tsudukeru bokura ni

doko made tabi wo shite mo inochi no hajimari wa
ikite aisaretai to nai ta ichinin no akago
koko de wa nai doko ka wo mezasu riyuu to wa
kokoro de wa nai doko ka ni kotae wa nai to shiru tame

English Translation of the song:

Ah, Pretending to be happy is but a sad distraction

I rush to give you my silent warning a gentle squeeze of your hand

As I glance at the path i've walked, i've endured, companionless

My face is overwhelmed with a familar aroma and the duest keeps piling up

I collapse outside of town, land softly

My legs are weary of their endless journey

And fleeting memories run through my head

I see the same profile, hear the same words over and over

Like the girl who asked me "isn't life so sad when all you do is live?"

You're still careless, young and helpless...

Disapperaing into a hollow void

Now haveing witnessed sadness you should never have seen

Crying tears that should have remained dry

We may not be tough enough to live on truth alone,but you know, we dont need to be

2009-02-10T21:27:00.000-08:00

God bless me for my test which is in another 30 mins.

After this, i'll be down to my interview which is half done, my filming and my exam on the 23rd. then i can lepak all i want.

All right.がんばて！

2009-02-09T04:55:00.000-08:00

How i wish i can use kagebun shin no jutsu at times.

Make many clones of myself to do my work.

then sleep at home.

that'll be great.

rahh.i need help. im stuck at a situation i've never been before.

2009-02-07T08:09:00.001-08:00

Im damm sad.

Cuz i cant perform with the peeps due to my ankle.

=(

=(

2009-02-06T07:45:00.000-08:00

PET'S RING IS EVIL I SWEAR.

Twist feet+ Spill drink + Sprain Ankle ZOMGGGGGG

Lets just hope nothing guess wrong tmr )':

2009-02-02T08:01:00.000-08:00

This is so fricking awesome.

I've got 3 friends celebrating their birthdays today.

So cool right! So rare siol. 2 might still be normal, but 3? what are the possibilities.

Allright then...

Happy 19th my dear friend nicholyn!

Happy 18th my old friend fidiria!(if you're reading)

And of course not forgetting,

HAPPY 18TH PETRINA GOH!
(P.S, remember to punk the 7-11 or zouk person like we planned.haha)
(P.P.S, ok set now can help to buy booze liao.LOL)

On another note, i might be addicted to the word 'douchebag'. Dunno why, sounds kinda awesome.

2009-01-25T07:04:00.000-08:00

Its the time of the year where hongbaos, goodies and majong come closely together.

Happy CNY everyone!(:

Oh,but sudden craving for curry yong tau hu.Oh wells, i've still got bah gwa and pineapple tarts=D

2009-01-24T05:57:00.000-08:00

I realize when people talk there can be association to music too.

People who mumble : Quavers
People who mumble more : Semi-Quavers
People who mumble irregularly : Triplets
People who talk too fast : 180 bpm
People who talk too slow : 60 bpm
People who talk too soft : Ghost notes
People who talk too loudly : Accents
People who talk softly then loudly : Crescendo
People who talk loudly then softly : Decrescendo

Random huh.lol.

2009-01-23T19:34:00.001-08:00

So much for trying.
I'm disgusted.

2009-01-20T08:09:00.000-08:00

I'm having problems coping,seriously.

Maybe i'm thinking too much, but i do need some extra time to chill out and think about stuff around me.

I need a stronger pillar of support for myself. I need to talk to somebody. Somebody who's truly willing to listen and talk.

わたしわ。。。かんぜんじゃありません。。。

2009-01-16T05:52:00.000-08:00

Naps in the bus are so great,especially when u wake up just in time to get down.

I swear.

2009-01-14T08:05:00.001-08:00

I'm always blinded by the moment of folly.

I still rmb the time when i wanted so badly to become a C.I. It resulted to me being out of the position, with condemned eyes all glazing over me when i go back to my sec sch.

Now,it has happened again. I wanted so badly to be part of something big, yet i fail to realise the significance of those closest to me.I'm just stuck in the between. My brain tells me one,my heart tells me other.

I know whats done is done.opinions might be changed, perceptions might be different. All i ask is that, i'll still be part of this team. This team that i always wanted to be, this team that made a difference to me.

Sometimes, thinking back, i've always been the ones causing the shit in my life, not others. I don't like to hurt people's feelings, so i just keep it with me. Yet the backfire is so strong that i cant hold it anymore.I just hope that everyone is more bearing with each other more.So i start with myself.Is it time for me to fight back? Is it time for me to have my own stand? I tried and i tried, yet im only deceiving myself more and more, pushing myself into a bottomless pit of despair.

I was born with the ability to talk, but now i cant speak up?what's wrong?i need to know.

Dear mighty Lord,with my eyes closed, and my hands clutched, i ask for ur help.

2009-01-06T06:34:00.000-08:00

YO WORLD!

Ok its time to update before this blog gets really dead.

Hmm,been fucking busy this few weeks.and what's more, its gonna get busier,cuz im working at Subway in school now!

Most of you guys might think its cool to work in a F&B outlet like this, but let me tell you something.

ITS NOT.

Yea,especially when an army of Poly students (and lecturers) chiong to your store during lunchtime.The line never stops but gets longer.

And i swear onions are my arch nemesis.

Well,open house is round the cor-ner.Hoping for a successful and meaningful event.

I hate being wishy washy at times.Sucks.

2008-12-12T08:14:00.000-08:00

Goodbye common test. Hello project weeks.

Well,it's been 3 whole weeks since i last blogged.Sorry to those who might still possibly be following my blog. Pretty tied up with work. I've survived these assignments and tests(with lots of stress,pain,scratches and hard work) :

1.GraCom Bauhaus + logos-60% (Wtf right. 60%. Oh well,good relief it's over. I dont really dread this module, but judging by the average grades and the work put in which is not proportionate at all, i think its good enough if i can scrap a C.seriously.)

2.WebGra 20% Dreamweaver + Photoshop test-20% (wasn't really that difficult, but now i looking at our website which our lecturer said cfm C.M.I. Plus Flash is damm hard also.Good lucks to me and my team)

3.MedSoc CT-15% (wasn't a difficult paper, but because i didn't study i think i might just scrap a 10%)

4. PrmaCo CT-20% (this was a killer. Everything that i focused on was pretty much in...MCQ. the essay questions were fucked. left 2 questions blank.dammed)

5. MedSoc Debate - 15% (Altho prepared last min, Ms Sonia gave positive comments,so let's hope this pulls up my grade)

6. LocVid Adapted Project -20% (Altho lecturer said the shots were not good as there wasn't enuff closeups, he said the edit was good, which made me feel damm good.haha.I mean, for a 1st timer think should be quite good already. Just need to tidy up the paperwork and we're done. Hope can get A)

Upcoming assignments:

LocVid Final Project: Dammed. Our team needs a whole new nd creative storyline. I need to start visualising now. Plus, i'm working with whole new people. How will this encounter go?hmm..

WebGra Final Website: I'm going to predict lots of time will be spent here.

GraCom Stuff for final presentation:.......

Prmaco Final Presentation: Another time consuming thing

damm. when can i take a well deserved break sia.

I've got this sudden temptation to transfer course. to fsv. cuz filming, editing, scripting was what i really what i wanted to do. Wid suggested i asked my lecturer about it. I think i should do just that.

Of course, changing a cup of tea, 'holidays' are here! the thing i can most probably get is better sleep and more baracuda. I need to jam man. Its been a long time.

talking about jamming, i would like to talk about the new song in my blog that you're listening to, Hypnotise by local band MadHatter. I 1st saw their live performance with yx at SPSTAR. I think their genre of music is awesome. heh. (www.myspace.com/madhattersg). Rock on guys!

Not forgetting our dear friend Rajiv is on the drums in this band. He's going NS soon. Wish all the best for him.

Here's my wishlist for christmas:

1.New headphone (need it badly)
2.New shoes
3.New bag (mine's quite worn out)
4.Anything la. If you get for me i happy alrdy.

Well,that should be it. He needs to sleep now.Kudos.

2008-11-26T17:11:00.000-08:00

This is for yesterday.

KUDOs to Faz and YingXin of appointed president and vice president!

With that, i hope buisness is going to pick up here.heh.

Trying to get the gig for 16th Dec,Powerjam. Hope the organisers get back to us soon.

P.S: Im blogging now because i am stuck in ourspace. Didnt know my lecturer cancel lesson. FUCK!

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2008-11-17T23:27:00.001-08:00

I'm considering to learn how to SHUT UP.

Anyone interested to teach?

2008-11-16T03:13:00.001-08:00

Supp world. Its just plain old me again.heh.

and im quite happy these 2 days.

Why?Thats because i stopped to try to appreciate things that are around me. For a pessimistic person like myself,i think thats something quite rare. and i shall appreciate these "Eureka!" moments for as long as they last (:

(Saturday)
The premiere of the Baracuda shirts!

Haha.Yes. Its the very 1st time for us to wear the new Baracuda shirts.

While waiting for the performance, i took some candid shots of the peeps.

After which was went to buying some stuff at Daiso PS with Pet. I sort of panicked cuz i couldnt find the rubber thingys for the mallet i was supposed to buy D: so i just bought the ballons.

Since we had some time, we went to Ben and Jerry's@ Cathay.

a rather artistic view of another angle,i think.

after which went to look for Elmo soft toy for Pet's friend's birthday. Well,it was $80 and kinda small. forgot to take pic for it=P Oh well. Since her class is sharing the cost i think it should be quite cheap.

(Sunday)

Survey@ Suntec city! We decided to go there for the survey for PRMACO because we somehow felt that it was a good spot.

and it confirmed my opinion that Chinese Singaporeans are so not helpful.

Well do i say so you might ask? when im under the same category. Well the fact is, most of them that i tried to let them do survey is damm DAO.

Its ok if you dont wanna to help me, but why ignore and dao me? what the hell is this huh?

Anyways, after leaving the place. I took some photos cuz i was damm bored.

8 am lesson tmr.Bahh.

Long complaint post

2008-11-13T20:22:00.000-08:00

Blogging in class.hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahah.

Doing this after PRMACO test. Wasnt so bad. 3.75/5. Had spare time after the test. Gahh.But if only got full mark.Then shiok (:

WEBGRA wasnt that bad either. Yesterday i was still looking like a 3 year old kid having his 1st experience in Dreamweaver. After last night, Pamela was kind enuff to help and me and guide me thru some of the steps and whatnots. and after watching the video tutorials online I WAS ABLE TO WORK IT OUT. yay i feel so relieved and somewhat proud of myself.

I learnt alot about blogging after reading bloggers from Mr.Brown,Xiaxue,Sibeh Sian etc. this past few days.

One thing in common is, THEY BLOG ABOUT THEIR HONEST OPINIONS AND NOTHING ELSE.so that's something i'll consider doing.heh.

Speaking of which, im going to be a typical singaporean today and complain today. Complain Complain Complain.

1) I HATE PEAK HOURS/ERP/TAXI UNCLES WHO DRIVE AT 50 KM/H ON THE FUCKING CLEARED EXPRESSWAY

Reason being so is that i woke uo late on thursday morning and i had to rush to lesson via cab.
Guess what the total cab fare was?

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An amazingly "low" $27.20. When the last time i took it during non ERP/peak hours its was only $15. HWAH THANKS LA.

And u all know what the taxi uncle did? HE FELL ASLEEP. wtf. I had to wake him up to avoid the honks.

a. If you want to sleep, don't drive. If you want to drive, YOU BETTER FUCKING DON'T SLEEP.

Imagine the number of people of which you might endanger their lives in. I don't care if u want to fuck youself, but please at least think of the people that you're driving. They pay you to drive, not pay you to sleep.

b. Driving 50km/h on a somewhat cleared highway is RETARDED AND DUMB.

I don't know if this cabby's a snail or tortoise or a three-toed sloth. Or a combination of all 3.AHAHAHA. and im serious about the speed he was driving at.

Please la. Have some sense can. When reach congested area le will confirm slow down so much le.Normal road also want to drive so slow. Want to rip people also dont be so obvious la can.

Arrgh. This is obviously a bad bad bad bad cab experience.

2) I HATE SELFISH FUCKERS WHO THINK THEY OWN THE WHOLE DAMM BUS.

As usual i had my late night sleep and i wanted to catch some snooze on the bus. but you know what? There was this WOMAN who hogged up the outside seat and reading newspaper trying to act blur.

Me: Excuse me *politely*
MFA(Good for you if you can guess what this is): *acts blur*
Me: Sorry,please. Excuse me *slightly louder*
MFA: *still acting blur*
so guess what i did.

I used my way to my advantage and squeezed my way in.HAHAHAHA

w/o fail,the MFA stared at me. Hey? hello? i said excuse me like ,TWICE? if u didnt hear, its not my prob.

I cant say im not guilty of trying to occupy seats by myself, but at least when others ask nicely for the seat, i'll gladly move aside.

That bitch had some serious attitude problem.

3) I HATE FUCKING RETARDED PEOPLE WHO CHOOSES TO USE YOUTUBE/FRIENDSTER IN A PRINTING STATION

One of them is using youtube. The other, friendster.

Is this stupid/retarded/idiotic? Its your pick.

If you are using this pcs for work,fine.

If you're using this pcs for your own entertainment when there's no one in need around,fine.

BUT IF YOU SEE A BIG GROUP OF PEOPLE CLUSTERING AROUND WAITING FOR A PRINT STATION AND YOU'RE STILL HAPPILY USING FRIENDSTER OR WHATEVER, I STRONGLY SUGGEST YOU GET LOST.

After all, if you're the one who needs to use it, im sure you would also want others to let u use the printing station right?

Besides, whats your laptop for? Sodomizing youself?

I'm not against anyone who uses the print station PCs for their own uses. I just dont like those who obviously know another person needs to use it and refuse to siam even though they're using it for a not so impt purpose.

4) I HATE FRIENDS WHO CHANGE OVERNIGHT

I heard a really disturbing comment today. I shall not mention who. You all can guess.

I found it damm annoying.

If you're reading and you're feeling guily, good for you. If not, i have nth to say.

I also notice that friends are so quick to change whenever they change their status.

Come on man, I like you as a friend, but i dont like you for your attitude.

Whatever happened to simplicity? Why does our world revolve around complex things that create so much tension and stress?

What happened to TRUST?

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This is a photo of my block. Not really obvious, but my block has been repainted and stuff. Looks better now.

*Note: I'm not against cabbies, people who use bus, people who use PCs on printing stations. But if you fall under the category of the ones that i mentioned, then go fuck yourself.

2008-11-09T05:37:00.000-08:00

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To-do list updates:

~~Questionaire for PRMACO~~

The rest is still pretty much left untouched )))))))):

Anyways.CHECK OUT MY NEW AWESOME BLOGSKIN ZOMG.

Credits to Pamela Je-anne! She's such an awesome person. Today's like the 3rd day i talk to her?and she's so willing to help me do this.so cool.Haha.Thanks again pam(:

Bye.