It's the time of the month where i feel moody again.
Like seriously, while listening to Jason Mraz today on the bus to town today, i feel like i'm leaving a icy cold trail behind.
Same journey for many times, just feels so different today.
Amazing how emotions can change from one setting from another.
I guess, that's how life is, one moment you can feel like you're on the top of world, the next, you feel like death is creeping into your surroundings, stalking it's prey slowly, just like how a vulture hovers over dead carcasses for it's fair share of food.
Also, i've been thinking, the people around me, they all are living life to their fullest.
What am i doing?
The angel in everyone sleeps, mine has not awaken yet.
Hi world. Here's 2 middle fingers to you for sucking.
Anyways, rebel last night was kinda ok i guess. Until someone got really wasted and we had to send him home.
Kinda understand now why clubbing is good sometimes. Takes your mind off anything and everything. With the intoxication of alcohol your troubles seems to go away momentarily. Of course again, it's kind of unhealthy so yea. Maybe just once in a while.
I wonder what's wrong with people. Being childish? Maybe. Pride? Maybe. Selfish? Definitely. It sucks big time. Might me just me feeling this way, but still. I'm tired, and i'm all out of energy. Wonder how long more i can push myself. I hate feeling like this. and i'm sure people's gonna start bitching again. "Who's that you're writing about? Is it me? Why are you bitching?" Well you know what, i'm not gonna say who and i'm not gonna care. After all, this is my little space and i think i have the right to rant if i need to. If you feel that it's you, well then means you're guilty. If not, then good for you. But then again, it could be just you being all blinded that you fail to realise your own folly.
